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I need support prayer for my daughter and my wife has been attack by someone use black(alpha space) magic and evil spirit hoping that Holyspirit protect my family and freed us from disturbing from name Rika always send black magic power of evil spirit and God protect our family with his Holyspirit so make our family peace and hapiness.,Amen
Mikhael Handoyo
- 09-13-2008 1:11:11 PM
Father I want to first thank you for speaking with me; and for guiding me hallelujah� Father tonight I come to you with an urgent situation. Lord in 2006 you aligned me with JMI; and I knew from the beginning that there was reason, good reason for this unity. As in the word of Nehemiah �The remnant that are left of the captivity there in the province are in great affliction and reproach: the wall of Jerusalem also is broken down, and the gates thereof are burned with fire.� Today this is happening to JMI; the walls are broken down lord and the gates thereof are burned with fire; Father I believe you have placed me here for such a time as this; my job now is to assist in the rebuilding of the walls that are broken down, and to restore the gates that are burned with fire. JMI is currently in a position father of brokenness and I thank you lord that I am one of its builders. I thank you lord that you have opened my eyes regarding the current situation and that everything has been uncovered and is now visibly seen. The company is going thru a transition rig! ht now lord that only you can mend. I bow down to you lord, I have wept and prayed to you about this situation; I beseech thee, O LORD God of heaven, that keepeth covenant and mercy for them that love him and observe his commandments. Let thine ear be attentive and thine eyes open, that thou mayest hear the prayer of thy servant. Father first I would like to ask for your forgiveness as part of JMI and what I have observed thy commandments were not completely kept neither by me nor any of the employees or associates of JMI as they should have; both I and the JMI Team have sinned. We have dealt corruptly against thee, and have not kept the commandments, nor the statutes, nor the judgments, which thou commandeth thy servant Moses. Just as Nehemiah 1:8 says Remember I beseech thee, the word that thou commandeth thy servant Moses, saying, If ye transgress, I will scatter you abroad among the nations and 1:9 But if ye turn unto me, and keep my commandments, and do them; though! there were of you cast out unto the uttermost part of the heaven, yet will I gather them from thence, and will bring them unto the place that I have chosen to set my name there. Lord I turn to you now father and I keep thy commandments so put together this company father gather the company pieces and bring the employees and representatives unto the place that thou has chosen redeem us by thy great power, and by thy strong hand. O LORD, I beseech thee, let now thine ear be attentive to the prayer of thy servant, and to the prayer of thy servants, who desire to fear thy name: and prosper, I pray thee, thy servant this day, that JMI and its executives and employees find favor with everyone that they reach out to for investments, to obtain customers and the upcoming merger most of all. Let every phone conversation, letter, fax that is sent or conducted find the favor of God upon them. That everyone that is reached will not delay but be excited and willing to fund the company with all the requests that are made to be exceeding and abundantly beyond all that is asked; that all fundings are released without any delay! Father allow thy favor to rest upon all JMI executives, officers, employees or anyone acting on behalf of JMI; everything that is asked will be granted. We pray for this wall to be built in 52 days just as Nehemiah built it lord along with all his helpers father grant the helpers to be al! l who are laboring right now for JMI; who stand together in its everyday operations and support the company in all its ways and those who stand and agree in prayer in this prayer chain. I thank you lord that thy hand is strong upon me and that favor shall follow us everywhere we shall go. I believe that thou has strengthened me and all employees, executives and anyone representing JMI. I know that thou will prosper us, therefore we will arise and build. Father I thank you that your protection is upon us. We come against any evil force or assignments that the devil has devised against us right now; not by power nor might but by the spirit of Christ because better is he that is in us than he that is in the world; I thank you lord for your mighty protection that evil shall have no effect; we shall not be weary but shall spread our winds as eagles for we shall not faint; we shall walk into our promised land. Just like in the old times thou didst divide the sea before your pe! ople, so that they went through the midst of the sea on the dry land; and their persecutors thou threwest into the deeps, as a stone into the mighty waters. Moreover thou leddest them in the day by a cloudy pillar; and in the night by a pillar of fire, to give them light in the way wherein they should go; therefore I thank you lord that you will guide us the way we should go, that all we do is because you directed us. Give us the wisdom; in particular give Sean the wisdom that he needs to proceed with this merger that is in the process of completion; for it shall be done~ I call it done! During the struggles father meet our every need, provide the food and water that all that are involved needs; meet all of our needs according to thy riches and glory as we go in and possess the land and in its rebuilding stages. Thank you lord for sustaining us during this time of need; so that we lack nothing. Father everyone involved is going thru hard times right now; some had to mort! gage their homes and sold items and resorted to situations that were difficult just to feed their families and children. Some did not receive their wages. Restore I pray you even this day their lands, everything that has been lost thru this situation a hundred fold; let their wages be returned onto them a hundred fold. I pray thee father that the merger is complete in fifty and two days just as the wall was finished in Nehemiah; the day claimed is November 3rd, 2008. Think upon those that have committed a lot of time and labored and kept the company alive during this time and bless them abundantly. Appoint them to be leaders over many; give them well deserved titles father; me being one of them; hallelujah glory be to God. I thank you father cause you are in control over every situation and nothing is out of reach of your hands. Father the people involved in the building are as follows: Sean, Edrick, N(alpha space)i(alpha space)lda, Mack, Thomas, Karen, Kyle, Gary, Marjorie, Victor and everyone that might be concealed to me father you know who they are and all the hard work put forth to make things happen for the company. Bless our hands, guide us give us the wisdom and bless us abundantly. Open the windows of heaven lord and father when the merger completes appoint everyone here in their positions given by you and you alone. You are our provider and we look up to the hills where our help comes from. Thank you for what you are getting ready to do� this part of the prayer is between you and me God some things are meant to be kept quiet. Father I thank you tonight for you bless us exceedingly and abundantly above all things which we could imagine; eyes have not seen nor ears heard what you have planned for us. I thank you father as I take a glimpse ahead on what is to come and I thank you for allowing me to be part of the building of this soon to be 20-30 million dollar company.! You are mighty and I magnify thy name; you are worthy to be praised hallelujah� thank you Jesus�Lord bless everyone that has taken part in this prayer and let thy favor also rest on them. Father open all doors that you desire for us, those that are thy will; and shut those doors that are not thy will. I thank you lord that as we unite in prayer everything that is in this prayer we call it done and we believe and receive it to be answered in Jesus Mighty Name, Amen!!! Cover these words by the blood of the lamb. (And I made treasurers over the treasuries, Shelemiah the priest, and Zadok the scribe, and of the Levites, Pedaiah: and next to them was Hanan the son of Zaccur, the son of Mattaniah: for they were counted faithful, and their office was to distribute unto their brethren. Remember me, O my God, concerning this, and wipe not out my good deeds that I have done for the house of my God, and for the offices thereof. And for the wood offering, at times appointed, and for the firstfruits. Remember me, O my God, for good.) John 15:7 If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.
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- 09-13-2008 12:54:23 PM
Beloved Pastor / Bro. In Christ Praise the Lord I got this web address from google search. I am JOHNSON GEORGE, an Indian working in Saudi Arabia, my mother, wife and two children are in India, since last year I am having tension and worries, one of my neighbour made problem for us. He is a drunkard, all of my neighbours are jealousy. Since I accept Jesus as my saviour I am facing this kind of problems in my life. Last Sunday somebody called me on my mobile and told me that �your wife is not good, she has some bad connections, if you don�t believe u ask your childrens� then he cut the phone, I ask him who are you, he disconnected. Immediately, I called my wife, she started crying, she asked me �do you trust me� you are a believer you should no think like that, someone trying to give trouble and tension. Then she told me that one our old driver ask her some money its huge amount, she said sorry I don�t have money. She is telling that is guy may be called you. I don�t know pastor what to do, I know my wife, I trust in her. I told Jesus please speak to my! enemy to stop this kind of work. Enemies are trying to spoil our family life. We are doubting two person behind this, their names are Mr. Jinu and Mr. Omanakuttan, please pray them to stop all this. I admitted all my mistakes what I did to others, I submit all my sins to Jesus Christ, I agreed that I am a sinner. I need deliverance, now I came to know that only because of my sin my family is suffering, Please pray for my sin, I will not hurt anybody, I will not repeat any mistake. Pastor, Please pray for my sin, I need complete deliverance��family protection�peace�spiritual growth in me and my family. I want to become a clean man My wife is suffering from back pain and knee pain��please pray for her and our protection. God Bless you and your ministry works Please answer me. Loving Bro. Johnson Saudi Arabia Email.: johnson.george@nesma.com
JOHNSON GEORGE
- 09-13-2008 9:46:33 AM
BELOVED PASTOR, PLEASE PRAY FOR MY MENTAL PEACE AND COURAGE, I WANT TO SEE THE GLORY OF GOD, I WANT A VICTORY FROM ENEMIES, I WANT TO STAND AS A WITNESS INFRONT OF JESUS CHRIST. JOHNSON
JOHNSON
- 09-13-2008 9:53:17 AM
BELOVED PASTOR, PRAISE THE LORD I AM JOHNSON AGAIN REQUESTING FOR YOUR PRAYER, PLEASE PRAY FOR MY ENEMIES WHO ARE TRYING TO SPOIL OUR FAMILY LIFE PLEASE PRAY ME AND MY FAMILY FOR PROTECTION PLEASE PRAY FOR MY WIFE MRS. MOLLY, SHE IS SUFFERING FROM SEVERE BACK PAIN AND KNEE PAIN. PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS SINNER JOHNSON. THANK YOU GOD BLESS YOU JOHNSON - SAUDI ARABIA
JOHNSON
- 09-13-2008 9:50:09 AM
Dear God, please help the man I love with all my life to find the right direction of light because he is now in so much pain and losing faith...please ease all his doubts, his worries and all that troubles him so he could think positively.He broke up with me because of so much confusion... Please help us survive this trial together and asking you whole heartedly to please return him to my arms and love me endlessly like before...I cannot afford to lose him dear God, I love him so much more than my life...I\'m begging you...Amen...
arlene
- 09-13-2008 5:07:37 AM
I am searching job in gulf so kindly pray that I may get a job as early as possible. Since 2 months I am idle without any job. Please pray
sydney Lobo
- 09-13-2008 4:12:48 AM
I got my results today and was shocked to see that I have failed. I am sending my paper for revaluation so kindly pray that I may pass.
Jovita
- 09-13-2008 4:11:26 AM
We have received word that S. W. has been hospitalized. Please pray for his healing and full recovery.
Pastor Page
- 09-13-2008 1:42:51 AM
Please pray for my family and I. I have no money to buy groceries this week. I had to pay the electric and water bills. Please pray for a miracle from God. thank you all and god bless TJ in OH
Tracey
- 09-13-2008 12:50:35 AM
One day... we will leave... we will be free to live in peace. away in a world of perfect love... I will be with you. chioko. Away from this pain.away ina place where things are as they should be. your purity draws me. in the midst of this terror. I hear the melody of sweet end. the end of pain. I feel a tug day after day. a tug into death. my soul is evil. but soon, no longer will I feel it. I wil draw easy breath... without fear. no one will hunt my soul any longer...I will be with youI want to be there. I ache because I realize that wishing it won\'t change reality. not now anyway. But soon...I am tugged. budened by fear. I am drawn into evil. What if... I die... and dont wake to a bright morning... where are you O kindness,. Why are we here? I want to leave but I cant! I want to go Home to that Happy Place. Somethings continues to condemn me, and tell me there is no such future. Why O why... I want to be with you... Save me... I want to see you reach through! to me.. saying... it will be alright... I love you. Nothing will hurt you my beloved...I feel a feeling which frustrates me very much... I try to describe it... But when I try... I seem only to get even more frustrated... and it seems to become evenf foggier... Is it a trapp? I wish to write in love... constant joy in my writing... when I write... I feel... Like everything will be OK... But... when I can\'t write... I loose sight of this beautiful light. and I say to myself \" was it really real\". I forget so quickly. I become trapped Its like looking for a way out... in a box with no oppening.some how... writing... continuous writing... draws light... could it be... that you are telling me... that this is the way to fallow the road to you... I hope to find a light at the end of the dark tunnel... if I... If I just keep writing... I\'ll see you. And you\'ll smile at me, in that happy, perfect, bright, lovely ,place... The voice keeps calling me... Into the d! arkness. \"come this way\" it says. I fallow it out of fear. In a dark place where there is no one to help me... I will galdly fallow any voice that promises freedom... But he lkeeps leading me into rocks... Of cliffs onto rocks.. And I fallow again and again...But... Maybe one day i\'ll see you. And hear your sweet assuring voice chioko san...I hate my greed for fame... my greed is what perverts things outlet of writitng... Iam drawn away until it is no longer in sight... Then I become consumed in my dream... my dream of chasing false love... But not thils time... I will stay with you... Fallow yoursweet voice... And finnaly be free from my constnt dissapoint ment. I fail. But no longer. I will be with you.It comes for me. It is a beast determined to eat me. My own greed takes this light from me. I see it and fear. Because I feel that It is my fate to constantly be trapped by this... I will be with you...I fear that this is just a llie that Im telling myself.. Th! at all that awaits me is a fullfillment of my fears. are you a deamon who\'s merely leading me to my deatrh?I want to be with you... I want to believe that there is such a person... who has such care for me... they say Jesus cares... but... I dont see him anywhere. where is he in ythis world filled with pain and fear. where was he when lucifer fell. why didnt he stop it. Poor lucifer. Could not God reverse it. If his live is inddeed so great. I live him... and yet... I hate him... I should not have to endure this... daily the world suffers... crying out to a father who is not there...Am I getting to angry? I try not to.. But It always seems to show itself... Again I state \" this is my fate\" I am the one who is cursed to live in constant dissapointment... and the end... is death... But perhapse not... maybe Ill wake to yur beautiful face. your eyes telling me that no longer... will we feel pain, nor sadness, nor fear. Your are my hope. I place my hope in God, and the! n come to the knowledge... that I must die... He\'s so demanding... Am I such a sluggard... to think that I should not have to feel pain... Do you to laugh at me, and say \"what a child.. I feel like no one understands trulely. thay all say\" child\" as I sit in fear. But maybe not.When I write... It is like coming up from a dank celler and breathing the fresh morning air, still moist from the fog. and suddenly I feel as though I cant write... Which malkwes me feel like a strong man is stuffing me back down into the small cell. I want to write forever. to be free from thisd feeling of clostrophobia.I think things that most people would think are rediculous... yet, I seem convinced that there is some one waiting for me in antother place... another life... thi s may sound selfish.. but please try to understand... I write ... as a cry... out to some... force... that just maybe ... will hear my cry... and free me... I have come to belive I lie... Or so I think...Its just! so comforting... to think that you hear me... and care unconditionally... I am a victim... I was born with a evil soul... save my beloved... Where are you... dont hide from me.. help me. this is my only comfort. to cry to some fore for help.. I think of just the wright words to say.... and than they are taken from me... I feel trapped. and just to tired to even care any moere ... wich makes thfear graow even more. I am cold and afraid. I am drawn to shallow things. I fear that I will not see you again. I become to tired to care. at moments like this. I think \" reality ahas set in, that was just a vain attempt to free myself. then I give up and sit, tired and afraid ... continuing to look for an exit... In a box with no openning. Just keep writing... That what I tell myself... Listen to me allwho can hear me... and save me from shallow living. Where are you. Do you hate me. I feel... frustrated... To tired... I can no longer fallow your voice... these moments sre preci! ous... when I feel like I can break free from my trouble.. but then out of nowhere thes NIGHTMARES BREAK INTO EXSISTENCE... THEN LIFE BECOMES A NIGHTMARE FROM WICH I CANNOT WAKE... UNTIL YOU VISIT ME ONCE AGAIN MY SWEET. JUST KEEP WRITING... I MUST KEEP TELLING MY SELF THAT... THESE DREAMS SEEMS TO BECOME REAL... THEY... THEY COULD BE REAL... IF ONLY YOUDE SAVE ME... MY DEAR... I NEED YOU TO SAVE ME... YET... I FEAR I CALL OUT TO SOMEONE WHO CANNOT HEAR ME... IS GOD LAUGHING AT ME...JUST KEEP WRITING... AND ILL BE FREE... WHERE ARE YOU... I CANT SEE YOU... WILL MY DAY DAWN/ WILL THEASE SWEET DREAMS OF HEAVEN BECOME REAL/ OR IS THERE ONLY HELL AND MOKING THAT AWAITS FROM BOTH SIDES... IFEEL TRAPPED. GOD HATES ME AND SATAN HATES ME.. ONCE AGAIN... WHEN ALL FALSE HOOD IS STRIPPED WAWAY... AND THE TRUTH IS REVEALED... I MAM... ALONE... WHERE ARE YOU MY LOVE ... WHO CAN HEAR ME... HELP ME NOW... PLEASE... I AM BEING CRUSHID INTO A TINY BOX OF DCOLD STONE... AS I WRITE I CAN BAREL! Y SEE THE LIGHT.. IS THIS LIGHT REAL... WHERE ARE UYOU GOD...DO YOU LAGH AT ME... I WILLWRITE AS LING AS I CAN... I WILL BE FREE... JUST HANG ON... EVEN IF THEY LAGH AT MY PAIN... I WILL BE FREE... STOP THIS MADNESS. SAVE US PLEASE... TRY TO UNDERSTAND MY REASONS FOR SAYIN G HTIS. THIS SHOULD NEVER HAVE COME INTO EXISTENCE. YOU SAY NO... BUT I SAY YES.. WILL YOU KILL ME TTOO. IS IT SUCH A CRIME...WHY ARE YOU TAKING ME CLOTHES FROM ME... MY CLOTHES...DONT WORRY... I WILL CHANGE THIS.. BESIDES... THAT CANT BE TRUE...WHERE ARE YOU... JESUS.. WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME...SOMEONE RIGHTEOUS HELP MY ACHING SOUL... SOMEONE KEEPS CONDEMING ME. iM TIRED OF THIS FATE I KEEP GETTING DRAGGED INTO... ITS LIKE MY LIFE IS YOUR ENTERTAINMENT... THAT IS IT...WHERE ARE AYOU... MY HAQNDS ACHE FROM WRITING. YET I CONTINUE FOR FREEDOMS SAKE... FOR HER SAKE...WHERE ARE YOU... NO ONE ANSWERS... SO I FEEL THAT THERE IS NO HOPE... AND I HANG ON A SRTRING... TRYING TO WRITE MY WAY TO FREEDOM... MY FAT! E CHASES ME. I CONTINUE TO MAKE THESE MISTAKES. AMND CARRY SIMILAR REGRETS. I HAVE COME TO BELIEVE THAT THERE IS NO FREEDOM. THIS IS IT. THIS IS MOLESTATION. I SHOULD NOT BE HERE. SAVE ME PLEASE. EWWE HAVE A RIGHT TO BE FREE INPEACE. YOU DONT ANSWER. WHERE EARE YOU... WHOEVER CAN HEARME... SAVE ME...I CNAT CRY TO YOU... YOU DONT ANSWER... THE LIGHT DISSAPEARS. AND I FEEL FAINT... I FEEL COLD IN HEART... NO LONGER CAN I FEEL YOUR WARM HEART... I CANT DESCRIBE IT... WICH TERRIFIES ME... I CANT PUSH IT AWAY BECAUSE ITS FORCE IS TO MUCH!i MUST WRITE MY WAY TO FREEDOM. IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING JESUS WILL HELP UYOU... WHERE WAS JESUS WHEN THE GIRL I LOVE WAS RAPED AND MURDERED. AM I TOO ANGRY? lIKE i SAID \" i AM FTED TO THIS\". bUT MAY NOT...jUST KEEP WRITING... SPEAK POSITIVE EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS... I LOVE YOU... I WANT TO SEE YOU... SOMEONE HELP ME... PLEASE... IF YOU CAN HEAR ME.... PLEASE FREE US FROM OUR FEARS... WHY DOES THINKING POSITIVE... FEEL LIKE STANDIND NAKED IN TH! E COLD OF WINTER. WAS THAT BAD TO SAY?/JUST KEEP WRITING... IM NOW AT THE PIOINT WHERE IM GETTING TO TIRED TO WRITE.. THE FEAR GROWS... HELP ME PLEASE. IM NO T... I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE... SEE YOUR SMILE... FEEL THE WARMTH AND HOPE AND JOY YUOU BRING ME... PLEASE HELP ME... I WILL SEE YOU WITHOUT A DOUBT. I WILL BE THER BY YOUR SIDE TO .COMFORT COMES. JUST KEEP ON... I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO FREE MYSELF.. WHAT ALWAYS HAPPENS... IS... I WAIT UNTIL I WONT WAIT ANYLONGER... THAN I BREAK FREE. BUT THEN THE CYCLE JUST REPEATS ITSELF.. WHERE ARE YOU FEREEDOM MY LOVE... I CANT SEE YOUR FACE.. DONT HIDE FROM ME. I GIVE YOU MY ALL. TO YOU... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE. I WILL BE FREE. I WILL BE FREE, ... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREEE. WHAT USUALLY HAPPENS IS... I BECOME SO AFRAID OF THE FUTURE... THAT I DROP ALL MY VALUES.. AND DO WHATEVER FREE ME FROM THE FEAR... DO YOU HEAR ME? i HOPE SO.ARE YOU AYING TO YOUR.... I W! ILL BE FREE... I WIL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREEE... I WILL BE FREEE... IWILL BE FREE... I WILL BE FREE. I WILL BE FREEE. III WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREE ... I WILL BE FREE.FREE . I WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREEE. I WILL BE FREEE. I WIL BE FREEE I WILL BE ...I WILL BE FREEE... I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WIL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREE I IWIL BE FREEE I WILLL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREE I WILL BE FREE I WILL BE FREE WII WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE I WILL BE FREEE WI WILL BE FREEE I ... I TEND TO BELIEVE NIGHTMARES LIKE... I THINK GOD IS A N EVIL BEING THAT HAS DESTINED ME TO RELIVE LIFE AS A PITIFUL EVIL PERSON...I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ENDURE THIS. I SHOULD NOT HAVE T... WHERE IS GOD... WHERE IS HE... I ... NEED SOMEONE...THINGS KEEP GETTING WORS! E... AND NY CONDEMNATION GRAOWS... LIFE IS GETTING DIMMER. I WORRY \"WHAT AM I GOING TO BE\"\'? WHERE WILL I GO.. I SEEM TO BE CONVINCED THAT MY NIGHTMARES WILL COME TRUE... IVE HAD DREAMS OF HHELL... SOMEONE SAVE ME... WHERE ARE YOU SAVIOR... ASAVE ME... NOW PLEASE.I MUST LEAVE THIS... NOTHING CHANGES... MOMENTS LIKE THESE ARE WHEN I THINK... THERE IS NO HOPE... PEOPLE LAUGH AT MY CRIES. WICH MAKES ME CRY. I NEED FREEDOM... WHERE IS IT... WHERE ARE YOU HEAVEN... WHERE ARE YOU FREEDOM... I MUST HAVE FREEDOM...I AM TO TIRED TO CARE... I LAY IN MY FEAR. IT SMOTHERS ME BUT I JUST LAY HERE. I FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE BODY IS ASLLEEP. LIKE WHEN YOU TRY TO MOVE YOUR ARM WHEN ITS ASLEEP... YOU JUST CANT. IM TRAPPED. AND THEY LAUGH AT ME. ... MY BACK HURTS.. I HAVE BEEN BENT OVER WRITING THIS... YET... FEAR... KEEPS ME HERE.. TYPING... TYPING.. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER... I CANT SHAKE THIS ...SHALLOWNESS CLINGS TO ME.PERVERSNESS CLINGS TO ME... WHO GAVE ! ME MY SOUL... IT WOULD VE BEEN BETTER FOR ME IF I WERE NOT BORN... I HAVE COME TO BELIEVE THAT MANKIND IS BETTER OFF DEAD... WE WILL JUST GO ON KILLING EACH OTHER AND LIVING AS WEVE BEEN LIVING FOR THOUSANDS OF YEARS. I MUST BE FREE FROM THIS NOW. I FEAR THAT EVEN THOUGH I WRITE... I CANNOT STOP THE CYCLE... THE WHEEL TURNS...I MUST BE FREE... WAS THIS LETTER FOR NAUGHT...AM I JUST USELESSLY TALKING. MY DREAM HHAS NOW BECOME NOTHING. I NO LONGER FEEL THE WARMTH OF HOPE... THAT I WILL WAKE TO THE FACE OF MY LOVE.. IN A PLACE WHERE FEAR AND PAIN DOES NOT EXIST... I THERE EVEN SUCH A PLACE IN ALL EXISTENCE... DOES IT ONLY EXIST IN KMY DREAM/ I MUST HAVE IT.... WEHER IS FREEDOM/ IS IYT HERE/ DO YOU KNOW WHERE I CAN FIND IT. DONT SAY IN JESUS. THAT MAKES ME MAD. I CANT FEEL IT. HE JUST WANTS ME TO CARRY MY CROSS. IF HE IS GOOD... WHY DID HE EVER ALLOW EVIL TO COME INTO EXISTENCE.. NOT THAT IT ...I COMES. THIS THING PUSHES ME.. YET I CAN ONLY STOP IT... I CAN BARLEY MOVE IT. SO! ME HOW WRITING HAS KEPT ME FROM FALLING TOO MUCH INTO MIND CONFUSING, THOUGHT SCRAMBLING FEAR... I NEED FREEDOM... WHERE IS IT/ WHERE ARE YOU/ WHERE IS IT IN FREEDOM IN JOY IN HOPE IN LIFE IN NOTHINGNESS ONDEATH IN FEAR INSADNESS IN NOTHING IN THIS THOUGHT SCRAMBLING FROZEN FEAR I CRAY TO MYSELF FOR HELP BECAUSE NO ONE WILL HELP ME AS O WROTE ON THE DARLK ... I KEEP GOING IN THE BLIZZARD.. I HAVE FALLEN... BUT I RISE... AND CONTINUE WLKING... AS LONG AS I WRITE... I KEEP IT AT BAY... PERHAPSE IT IS NOT THE WRITING... BU RATHER SOMETHING ELSE ... SOMTHING I CANT DEFINR.. IM TIRED OF FEARINDG GOD.. I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO LIVE IN FEAR DAILY. THIS EXISTENCE IS WICKED, PERVERSE... I TRUGE THROUGH THE SNOW... GETTING STRONGER AS I GO... BUT SADLY.. BECOMING COSER TO MY FEAR... THE SIN CONSUMES ME MORE... AND EVEN SCARIER... I NO LONGER CARE... I APETHETICALLY WALK TO MY DEATH...WJERE IS HOPE IN THIS...WHERE ARE YOU/ WHERE ARE YOU/I WILL BE FRE . I WILL NO LONGER SUFFER THIS./ BUT EV! EN THEN... I CALL AND NO ONE ANSWERS. THIS DOES NOT FEEL GOOD.I MUST MOVE./. ON AND ON TO FREEDOM... TO YOU MY LOVE.. I COMME TO THEEE. WHERE ARE YOU... CAN YOU HEAR ME! I CAME I COME TO THEE. TO SEE YOUR SHINING FACE AS I PANIC. I WILL FIND YOU I WILL SEE YOU IN THAT PLACE OF LOVE... I WILL SEE ;MY DFREAM BECOME REALITY.. YES. I WILL FIND YOU NO MATTER WHAT... WHERE ARE YOU. SOMEONE HEL ME.I WILL MOVE ON TO FREEDOM EN=VEN THOUGH THE FEAR NOW CRUSHES MY BONES;... ISCREAM... YET, THERE IS SOME COMFORT. I WILL BE FREE. DEATH IS FREEDOM.THEY SAY IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT IT DOESNT. THERE ARE ONLY SMALL MOMENTS OF PLEASURE... WHICH , I COME COME TO BELIEVE... ONLY EXIST... TO GET YOUR HOPES UP... SO THEY CAN BE SMASHED! i WILL BE FREE. YET NOTHING HAPPENS.I WILL BE FREE. I WILL BE FREE.I WILL BE FREE.ITI CAN NO LOGER FEEL TH E WARMTH. IT IS GONE. MAYBE ITS MY ATTITUDE. BUT...THIS FEELING... IS TERRIFYING... HELPLESSNESS. LONLINESS. YOU WONT HELP ME. WHERE ARE YOU. WHERE ARE YOU1 T! AKE ME FROM THIS.I CANT STOP IT. OR RATHER IM TIRED I GONT WANT TO STOP IT. WHERE ARE YOU WHEREA RE YOU WHERE AREYOU WHEREA ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE AREYOU WHERE AREYOU 1WHERE ARE YOU WHEN PEOPLE ARE MO MOLESTED. YOU ALLOW ME TO BE SEXUALLY HARRASED. I CRY BECAUSE OF THE FRUSTRATION IT CAUSED ME. BUT YOU DONT CARE.YOU TAKE ME AWAY NOW. PLEASE TAKE ME FROM THIS NOW.WHERE ARE YOU12 WHERE ARE YOU1 NO ONE CARES. THEYRE ALL AGAINST ME. THAY ALL HT THINK IM JUST A CHILD WHO DOEST KNOW THE MEANING OF PAIN. AT TIMES LIKE THEASE I HAVE TO SAY TO MYSELF \"I LOVE YOU\' BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE DOES. THEY SAY THEY DO... BUT I DONT BELIEVE IT. IT SOUNDS MEAN BUT... TRY TO UNDERSTAND. I KEEP BECOMING MORE AND MORE CONSUMED BY SIN.... PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF ME... SAYING THAT IM CHILDISH AND WOULDNT KILL MYSELF... SO I FIND MYSELF... FORCING MYSELF TO ENDURE SEVER TESTS. TO STRENGTHEN MYSELF.WHERE ARE YUOU WHERE ARE YOU WHWHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE A YOU WONWHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHE! REA ARE YOU WHERE AREYOU WHERE AREYOU WHERE AREYOU WHERE AREYOU WHERE AREUYOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU1 WHERE1 ARE1 YOU1 WHERE ARE YOU WHERE1 ARE1 YOU1 WHERE ARE YOU WHERE1 ARE1 YOU.................. WHERE WHERE WHERE WHERE YOU WHERE WHERE WHERE ARE YOU WHERE WHERE HWERE WHERE WEWHEREHEHREHRHELP MEWHERE IS GOD WHEN I AM MOLESTED/

- 09-13-2008 12:16:49 AM
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